Full time

School is a full time bitch. Period.
eats all my time.
Improve.

What’s right?

chummy

8/9 aug.
But it was sweet.
Silent acknowledgment.
不想难为你，却不想放弃你。
可不可以不勇敢 。

♥

Time , fate and all.

Thoughts.

Flows.

Flows.

Clots.

Wanted to type alot,
But i cant remb.

I wanted to give you a hug,
but i know.

怕

Fear.
is trying much to overcome me.

Immersed.
Retreating that bit is tedious enough.

I know i shouldnt ,
But the voice is louder now.

禁恋。

Like leaves,
w blades.
We carve.
Just how deep we leave a mark.

Drop.

JCrosses.

Stop falling.
The step might be too deep.
Plunging in too hard may suffocate you in the end.

Drop it.
Stop falling.
It’s just to prepare for the upcoming pain .

Just stay strong , like a boog.

♥

Diamond heart.

Night falls ,
& your voice acts as aroma.

I’ll be strong when you’re off.

I want a metal heart.
Diamond heart.

whichever that’s tougher.

 

Popper skill, locker skill .
Dope groove and coordination.
And funk.

and dance like  fucking sick.

 

Jolenecrosses is feeling positive.
but kinda, affected by idk what.

silence

Maybe just a fucking flirt.

Courage from coconut tree doesnt seems to be enough.
have done my part.
W no regrets.
As caiyubaobei said, i’m the one with heart ♥

school is exhausting.
Bitches are like popping out from all over.
this post is all rubbish.
all thanks to the crap from my good fren named headache.
Popped so many different pills.

Let no techniques take over.
I can dance.
even you beg to differ.
Continue to be a beggar. i dont care.
I can dance without any audience. without recognition.
I’M FINE W IT.

Alcohol. Dance.

Crave for booze.
Crave for dance.

CLUBBING!

Been uber long since i do so! OMG!

I will tell you soon,
even if you were to avoid me from then on.
Fear menaces.
But i’m strong.
one arm strong. (inside joke – i thought neil armstrong was called one arm strong)

Muted.

I tried, hard.
Held on. Did not give up.
Did not fail.
Now, my words, me are all invisible.
Tell me what to do.
I’m lost.

 

i realised i dont know you even after these few months.
you may be complicated as you said you’re.

These short few months of friendship may be nothing to you.
I admit, I looked more into it.

All the unspoken.

Tell me, what to do.
Someone.

Why

Why these unknown fear.

keyed your number in,
hit the call button.
Before it even start dialling,
Bye.

Why so afraid J.Crosses.
Breath of courage ,
No longer there.

What happened J.Crosses.
You were never like that.