I afraid.
of..
you, humans.
The most horrible creatures on earth, ironically, in my opinions, yes, it’s you, humans.
Being a tat bit of innocent will probably get yourself murdered .
For every single conversation you get included in,
For every eye contact you make,
For each event you got invited to,
For every gift you recieved,
It might be an apple full of [...]
Archive for the ‘Vacancy in heart’ Category
Terrified.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, daily life, emotions, friendship on October 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Obscured book
Posted in Vacancy in heart, emotions, relationship on September 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s tough to cry , tedious to hold back my tears.
what am i supposed to do?
People around me tell me not to.
But how.
i need a form of relief.
I need to let it all out.
i need someone’s ears.
Someone’s shoulder.
Someone, who can be trusted.
How to trust?
How to have faith?
i’ve became alone.
I keep stuffs to myself.
I became an [...]
somewhat, screwed.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions, friendship on August 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I lost my ability to avoid hatred.
That sort of irritable feel suck.
I am attracting negative atoms.
But suckers , FUCK.
and Fuckers , SUCK.
To hell with no dignity.
I just cant manage myself.
I need to be my own mirror.
Own up to my own mindset.
Surrender and be myself.
Stop acting as if comfy.
There’s no barrier.
I’m just getting worse. I [...]
tense
Posted in Vacancy in heart, allergic to school, emotions on August 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Tense.
I dunnoe what to do. Stop asking me these same questions again.
I need discipline to bring me to higher altitudes.
Emotions have been trying to conquer me recently.
I’m still battling with it. I know i need to hang on. Just that tat more.
Been upset easily. What wrong with me? ( this is the question that i [...]
Appearance
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions, friendship on July 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Is it the appearance, the packaging that matters most?
Say,
Scars are signs of growth.
Memoirs of past.
Oversized is just a descrimination against food lovers and exercise haters.
Not bearing eyes like Ayumi Hamisaki , a nose like Paris Hilton , lips like Angelina Jolie, figure like Heidi Klum.
Are all that considered ugly?
How do you rate appearance as importance?
Cases of [...]
That was me.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, friendship on July 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
No longer. Still.
I indulged in alcohol , dance to the tune of devils , swim from the stars to the sun . Regularly.
I spent on food. Good food , as and when.
I cried. Cried rivers of hatred. Bored with motives and pain.
Eyes of enmity. I was rarely smiling.
I get drunk and wasted. Hyper ventilation was [...]
Do justice.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions on June 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It hurts so much , just to see you being upset.
Yi xuan feng got eliminated in QF1.
I bet no one expected it.
Can actually tell that some of the bands looked disappointed.
Seems like mediacorps want more money. GREEEDY.
Doubts
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, daily life, emotions on June 18, 2008 | 2 Comments »
be doubtful about the term Happiness.
Left out. Quarrels. Just a stand for own rights.
Jealous me not.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions on June 7, 2008 | 2 Comments »
(click for bigger image, got it from lori’s frenster)
How true.
leave a comment or something , i would wish to know who had been here:)
sam from ethe`real is kawaiiiiii.
www.royalust.wordpress.com!
`Crosses. the sight of you , tainted my view.
sick
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, allergic to school, emotions on May 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I know you’re reading, so keep on reading.
Sick.
The pressure of studies is streaming in now. X.x
HAHA. dont label me as fangirl . I dont like that at all . That’s for your information.
And, supporter and fan is two different thing. Check them out if you’re so ignorant.
i serve no offence uh.
i choose to live what [...]