Posted in Randomness, emotions, relationship on December 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Infatuation.
Is it alright for a female to go for a guy that she admires?
I’ve been wondering.
It definitely seems perfectly usual and fine when a guy pursue his dream mate.
But,
It is otherwise if it is the other way round.
Slut, Whore, Prostitude, Loose are words that might not be avoided.
Girl friends on his side. Tongue waggers . Gossip [...]
Posted in emotions on December 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Is it a must to appear to be a contented and joyous all the time?
It’s tiring.
Drowning myself in a bottle of unhappiness ,
Gasping for minimal oxygen .
Even blogging , i cant exactly reveal my actual feelings.
I dunwant my readers to read any depressing posts and make them feel a lil down or what ever.
I’m pretty [...]
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, daily life, emotions, friendship on October 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I afraid.
of..
you, humans.
The most horrible creatures on earth, ironically, in my opinions, yes, it’s you, humans.
Being a tat bit of innocent will probably get yourself murdered .
For every single conversation you get included in,
For every eye contact you make,
For each event you got invited to,
For every gift you recieved,
It might be an apple full of [...]
Posted in Vacancy in heart, emotions, relationship on September 2, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s tough to cry , tedious to hold back my tears.
what am i supposed to do?
People around me tell me not to.
But how.
i need a form of relief.
I need to let it all out.
i need someone’s ears.
Someone’s shoulder.
Someone, who can be trusted.
How to trust?
How to have faith?
i’ve became alone.
I keep stuffs to myself.
I became an [...]
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions, friendship on August 31, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I lost my ability to avoid hatred.
That sort of irritable feel suck.
I am attracting negative atoms.
But suckers , FUCK.
and Fuckers , SUCK.
To hell with no dignity.
I just cant manage myself.
I need to be my own mirror.
Own up to my own mindset.
Surrender and be myself.
Stop acting as if comfy.
There’s no barrier.
I’m just getting worse. I [...]
Posted in Vacancy in heart, allergic to school, emotions on August 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Tense.
I dunnoe what to do. Stop asking me these same questions again.
I need discipline to bring me to higher altitudes.
Emotions have been trying to conquer me recently.
I’m still battling with it. I know i need to hang on. Just that tat more.
Been upset easily. What wrong with me? ( this is the question that i [...]
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions, friendship on July 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Is it the appearance, the packaging that matters most?
Say,
Scars are signs of growth.
Memoirs of past.
Oversized is just a descrimination against food lovers and exercise haters.
Not bearing eyes like Ayumi Hamisaki , a nose like Paris Hilton , lips like Angelina Jolie, figure like Heidi Klum.
Are all that considered ugly?
How do you rate appearance as importance?
Cases of [...]
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, emotions on June 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It hurts so much , just to see you being upset.
Yi xuan feng got eliminated in QF1.
I bet no one expected it.
Can actually tell that some of the bands looked disappointed.
Seems like mediacorps want more money. GREEEDY.
Posted in Randomness, Vacancy in heart, daily life, emotions on June 18, 2008 | 2 Comments »
be doubtful about the term Happiness.
Left out. Quarrels. Just a stand for own rights.
Posted in Randomness, daily life, emotions on June 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m gonna be in genting till tuesday.
must miss me alrights! ):
have already updated my smiley life at www.loveitcrosses.blogspot.com
www.royalust.wordpress.com has glamour rock series.
Wanna rock the street , sweet. no one got the same item as you. GO SEESEE!(:
i really spent plenty of effort in it. REALLY.
whoever can record superband for me , please do me this [...]
