couldnt stop all the sobbing even till today.
Trying so much to be strong. YES!
i just couldnt cope w it yet.
TO be positive , and look at all those great memories we had.
but that triggers te fact that you are no longer here to hold my hands.
Every bus ride to and back from school, hurts.
Just wish that you’re here with me.
Maybe you faggies think that i’m childish to not be able to deal with this gracefully.
But it’s really tough to deal with.
I really really miss you so.
Everyone is asking me not to cry
but i guess it’s really human nature to do so when you feel upset or what right?
Wow, I’m not that strong sorry.
But tears dont reveals signs of weak.
It can be painful to handle and to miss someone that much with the knowledge that he aint gonna be by your side.
You cant touch him, see him, hear him, know him, at least anytime soon,.
woah, i swear handling this is like , a great process to grow.
but, can i not grow?
webcaming with badlove now.
with his webcam not working.
can feel the distance.
slightly drifting?
i hope we ‘ll be good. it’s only two days, omg.
