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The crybaby suit clinged on to me.
I just cant get rid of it.
So much stress that i’m giving myself.
My body reacts.
Worn out.

Though we’re nothing,
I start to imagine when you’re gone .
Get used to it JoleneCrosses. This is life.

Yesterday-gonnabe

Day by day.
Passed.
The worries on your face,
spoke to me , endlessly.
I expect nothing.
Just this urge to hug you tight and never let yesterday take you away.

The sudden burst of fear,
you becoming yesterday soon.
It takes courage .
I’m taking it all with me.
How much wounds i’ll get from this fall,
I’ld be strong.

Yesterday lyrics

I just cant believe your gone
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
Without you here by my side
Oooo where we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When were through building memories
I’ll hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we’ll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or least where the story goes
I never believed it until now
I know I’ll see you again I’m sure
No it’s not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can’t take yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They take the music that we’ll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we’ll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away
But they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasn’t our destiny
‘Coz in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe me I can still find the strength in The moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]

I will.
Failure comes by,
If i give you up.

Time.

should I stop before it is even to start.
Not to mention if there would even be one in the first place.

Or continue to live in denial, enjoy your presence.

I will keep mum till sometime later.
For now, i might slowly fade out or stay in steps.

Thanks for being there, being nice.
though it’s not just to me, but i appreciate it personally.

How should i take the routes.
It’s like a maze.

Blorb.

Recently,

I guess knowing too much aint too good either.

This period of time,
I got to know pple.
Pple who are effing f-up.
Pple who are really nice.
I got to know what some friends really are.
Friends who were just so fake.
Friends whom i tot i know who they were.
They are just not ,
As what we tot so.

Being happy is just what’s on the surface.
I have alot of thoughts beneath.
To experience genuine joy,
Weary.

I used to dance when i was feeling down,
and chase all negative emotions away.
The feeling,
changed.
I cant feel joy when i dance.
Where’s the confidence and smile.
Where’s the shine I used to shed.
Praises died.

Agonized. Miffed.

Maybe i’m just an audience,
Not to be a dancer.

jcrosses, is just gone.

 

Katasumi

sit by a corner.
words set thinking.
No notion ,
just emotions.

Shivers and tears,
befriend.
Just feel like breaking a forbidden rule.

A crybaby suit fits to perfection,
though i understand that it aint any protection.
External brought thoughts.
Escalating.
When it’s at the brim,
I relinquish.
Everything.

Poisonous Crush.

I will drift away ,
in void any heart ache next on.
JCrosses,
It’s just a crush.
Get a life and move on.

just some kind of bliss.

For the first time in such a while,
I feel blissful to sit by you.

i must be crazy to cry on train alone yest.

I should just forget about it/you.

maybe knowing you was a blame.

Drop.

I never knew you still have this impact over me.
I never know i’ll be affected.
Dint understand.
Guess never will.

I need to source the feel of dance once again.
It’s lost somewhere, very sad to say.